Saturday, June 23, 2012

Moment of angst

Why when everything seems to be going great does something always have to come and mess it up. Things go great then an uproar is seen on the horizon and all heck breaks loose. One moment or something not expected comes and throws the entire balance of your life out of whack. It makes all things seem to good to be true, when the tiniest bit of what your life used to be comes along. This thing comes and takes away those things you hold closest to your heart. The things you care mist about in the world. It leaves you with a big empty pit in our heart. A pit filled with bitter despair that you can't fill no matter what you try. So you go back to something that you think might fill it but doesn't and only makes you fill worse. That is when you know that you are truly out of balance with the world around you. You fill like you are on a different plane then the rest of the world around you.

Lies Marina and The Diamonds

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOXZ33ioH4w&feature=related


I love this song it has such a powerful message and can speak to anyone no matter what they are going through.  I have to give props to Ryan Ditty for introducing me to this band, because they are the best thing ever.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Saying found on my Grandmas fridge

Good friends are like the stars. You don't always see them, but you always know they're there.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

My Motto

I heard this quote on the VH1 top 20 video countdown, and it had kind of became my motto just because it explains me very well. The quote came from an interview in which Kimbra was asked why she spends so much time in her apartment alone. To this she responded with this most amazing quote.


" Loneliness breaths incredible creativity."
~~ Kimbra

Emma Stone

So this is the acceptance speech that Emma Stone gave when she was accepting the MTV Trailblazer award. While I was watching it I was truly inspired by what she said. Especially the highlighted part of it. It is exactly what every person needs to hear when they are doubting themselves and who they are. I love it and her.


So, I looked up the actual definition of trailblazer, and it means someone who blazes a trail to be followed by others. And that’s an honor to hear you’re being associated with a concept like that". 

But the only thing I can hope that an award inspires is originality,” Stone added, “because the trailblazers I’ve looked up to and been inspired by are people like Gilda Radner and Bill Murray and John Candy and Charlie Chaplin and the Beatles and J.D. Salinger. Lorne Michaels, who reminds me the importance of comedy, and Cameron Crowe, whose work consistently reminds me of why I want to be an actor.” 

Those people are my creative trailblazers, but I’m not following any of their paths, and what’s incredible about them is they help make me want to be more myself because they’re all originals,” she said. “And I hope that you’ll find your trailblazers. And, trust me, I do not need to be one of them. I probably shouldn’t be one of them,” she laughed. 

But that you’ll continue to harness your own originality and what makes you unique 'cause I know that when you’re a teenager — sometimes when you’re an adult — what sets you apart can sometimes feel like a burden and it’s not. And a lot of the time, it’s what makes you great. So I kind of sound like I live in a van down by the river right now". 
But I am deeply touched and grateful for this,” she said in closing.


~~ Emma Stone. 

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Situations

Some people are places onto situations that make life a little more difficult to live day to day. They are told day in and day out that they are not good enough and come to expect that from every one they meet. They can't be blamed for this it is just how they were raised. A victim of this abuse for that is what it is then begins to think due to power of suggestion that something is wrong with them. That they aren't good enough to amount to anything in this world. That us when they are thrown into a depression like unto no other depression. They begin to doubt every fiber of their being and in the pits of their mind, truly believe that they are nothing and can't do anything right. They feel broken and just want to get out. They will try anything just as an attempt to try and prove their worthiness. To prove that they aren't completely broken inside.

Comforting Places

There are many places in which we feel secure and at ease. They come in many forms and present themselves at different times in our lives. When those places become threatened we are like a mamma near protecting her cubs. We will do anything to keep those things we care about safe. Those places where we feel secure and at ease can also just be moments with the right people. There are times however where we become to comfortable and things slip out that never should have been put put into the open. These random and accidental occurrences then tarnish the comfortability of those places and situations or moments.

Little talks. Of monsters and men


Hey! Hey! Hey!

I don't like walking around this old and empty house.
So hold my hand, I'll walk with you my dear

The stairs creak as I sleep,
it's keeping me awake
It's the house telling you to close your eyes

Some days I can't even dress myself.
It's killing me to see you this way.

'Cause though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore.

Hey! Hey! Hey!

There's an old voice in my head
that's holding me back
Well tell her that I miss our little talks.

Soon it will all be over, buried with our past
We used to play outside when we were young
and full of life and full of love.

Some days I feel like I'm wrong when I am right.
Your mind is playing tricks on you my dear.

'Cause though the truth may vary
This ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!

Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

You're gone, gone, gone away,
I watched you disappear.
All that's left is a ghost of you.
Now we're torn, torn, torn apart,
there's nothing we can do,
Just let me go, we'll meet again soon.

Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around
I'll see you when I fall asleep.

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!

Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!

Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore (x3)



I love this song so much. It is just amazing. It days exactly what I want to say and more only better then o ever could.